2 Days Off In A Row

I've asked my boss not to do that again. Work makes it easier for me to get through the night.

I think I might see if there is another job out there for me. I need to do something with my time besides remembering how good it would feel to get drunk.

Why does my memory do this? Getting drunk doesn't feel good. Not when you are an alcoholic. The best I can say about taking a drink is that there is a sense of relief when you're an alcoholic. Drinking is what you do to get back up to that neutral line.

Imagine the underscore line is neutral normal feeling.


X (This is where I was as young man when I was drinking.)
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X (This is where I am now as an old man when I am not drinking.)

But my memory tells me I will feel better if I have a drink. I wonder if I will ever make it back to the neutral normal place sober.

I need to do more with my time so I can stay sober.

She wears lace.

I walked up on the lady veteran taking her panties out of the dryer. She wears white lace panties under those blue jeans.

When she turned around and caught me I don't know who was more embarrassed, but she blushed.

The girls these days don't blush. It's a bygone phenomenon. I liked it.

Witch's Titties

It was (F)ing COLD out there this morning.

On my way to Worden's I walked by a squirrel who was standing on the corner of Higgins and Main with his front paws tucked up under his jaw. He reminded me of the drunks begging behind the Oxford.

Snow is expected

It takes a cold front to warm up Missoula. When highs sit in our area, the cold air sinks, and we freeze in a valley inversion.

But tonight, it is going to snow. We've said our prayers and bribed the weatherman.